rojak - the unpublished posts

4 April 2011 (exam week)

Baru selesai menonton movie Kingdom Of Heaven
Hehe. Ironi.
Kalau bagi Nadia yg umur bwh 20 tahun tgk crite ni, confirm tak minat langsung cerita perang2 dan sejarah. Not at all. Bunuh2, darah2.. huhu.
Tapi sy rasa, dgn bertambahnya usia dalam tarbiyah ni, semangat untuk menjelajah sejarah sendiri meningkat bersama.
Sejarah Islam yang tidak diuar-uarkan ketika zaman sekolah.
Sejarah Islam yg menyimpan seribu satu kegemilangan.
Movie tersebut telah meninggalkan sy dgn perasaan bersemangat.. dan sayu serta sentimental dengan Al-Quds a.k.a Palestin yang satu masa dahulu kita yang punya.
Bagaimana sikap Salahuddin Al-Ayubi sehingga disegani orang Barat sendiri.

Dari movie2 perang ni juga selain sejarah Islam..
sy dapat melihat sudut sisi lelaki yg.. emm.. semangat ingin menang, selalu ingin jadi hero.. tu adalah fitrah yg mengalir dalam diri mereka sejak lahir.
Ahax. Berbeza dgn perempuan, sifatnya lebih kepada endure, and giving.
Women are from venus, men are from mars?

What man is a man who does not make the world better - Kingdom of Heaven
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30 April 2011 (baru sampai KL)

*Dalam kereta, lalu depan rumah2 cantik..*

Papa : Kadang2 manusia ni.. macam burung dalam sangkar emas. Berusaha cantikkan sangkar, bina sangkar dari emas. Tapi burung dalam tu tak dipelihara elok2. Apa nilai sangkar emas sekalipun, tapi burung dalam tu cacat, tempang, hodoh..

Bila selalu ziarah orang meninggal ni, papa rasa takde perasaan nak rumah besar2, cantik2. Sebab bila masuk kubur nanti, zero, takde nilai apa2 pun.

Hmm.. Balik rumah = rejuvenating, refreshing.
It makes me feel normal.

Boleh buat bnyk perkara utk org2 yg kita syg.
It does make a lot of differences.
Because every moment they also give their best to us, menunjukkan contoh terbaik.

I wish I can make the distance between Kelantan and Kuala Lumpur shorter, so that I can come back home more frequent.
After a tiring and draining week, boleh balik rumah waktu weekend, recharge, get inspired.

Or I wish in future I have a good husband.
Whom our conversation are more than just about discussing money, or the newest gadget, or cars, or tales about people.
Put that all aside,
I want your wisdom.
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4 Mei 2011 (balik KB semula)

2 hari ni tengok 2 movie yang inspiring.
Movie lama, tapi baru sempat tengok.

1) A moment to remember.
It's a sad story.
I wish I can be as lovely as the wife. I envy her beauty, her qanaah (merasa cukup dgn yg ada).
One of the scene that move me is when she tried to cheer up her husband whom at the moment was broke and depressed.. picking the A card.

mase ni.. konon gedebe la..

They are both sad actually, but she made and effort..
One more scene is when her husband's hand bleed and she wiped it with the shirt she's wearing at that moment + her words "forgiving is giving your hate just a little room in your heart"
They are so very sweeet.
In a nutshell i summarize it as; love is not selfish.

2) Homeless to Harvard.
Hmm.. It gives me an insight of how drug addict affect his or her family.
It makes me understand how people from a broken family feel, their way of thinking.
How losing move a person.
How breaking free from your 'secured' zone, makes you go forward.
And power of mind, believe, capacity of brain is limitless.

=) Saya suka movie2 macam ni.
Movie on relationship. Family, friends, love.
To name a few macam one litre of tears, my sister's keeper, pursuit of happiness, remember me.
Because they are pure.
Not just suddenly dapat kahwin org kaya,
or yg baik, baik sangat VS yg jahat, jahat giler..
because life is not like that, a lot of time, it's tough, to everybody.
We will never get everything we want, things might not go as we plan.
It's about accepting flaws as it is, cheerish each moment, each person.
Despite what we received, despite how people treated us, we can always choose to be kind.
Be kind, for everybody is fighting a hard battle.