saye dan dot3

Selama ni, selalu je ade jarum2 yg mencucuk..

"Awk dah berubah.. laen dari dulu"
sy bg alasan.. perubahan tempat belajar.. sy absorb bnyk benda dr persekitaran.. jdlah mcm sy hari ni.

"Tudung awk tu nipis.. nampak leher"
sy ngaku, emm.. mmg pun. ntahla.. nak bli gak tudung tebal sikit.. nanti la.. nanti.........~

"Bile nak pakai tudung labuh sikit?"
tak beli lagi..
"Ye lah tu.."

"Dia tu pakai tudung kecik macam awk la"
huhu.. ok.. *dlm ati.. same ke.. ?*

"Berubahlah.. masih belum terlambat"
insyaallah.. sy akan cuba semampu sy boleh buat..

(dialog ini sebenarnye berlaku pada masa2 yang berlainan)

Apa yg menghalang sy?

Tanggungjawab.

Power comes with responsibilities.
Sy takut jadi pencemar imej org2 memakai tudung labuh.
Takut nanti wat jahat, abis la sume org tudung labuh kena tempias gak..
Kasihan org len gara2 sy..
*tu la nadia.. biya insaf sket.. sila lah sopan slalu*

Bukan taknak pakai tudung labuh @ tebal ckit.. naak SNGT!

Cuma, sy cam rase blum cukup ilmu, karisma dan peribadi yg sehebat itu.... lg.
*Abis, ble baru bleh rase ckup ilmu? Sampai mati pun, ilmu tak cukup2 lagi..*

Itulah.. tp,
Sy juga faham hukum tetap hukum.
Syariat Allah tetap WAJIB sy lunaskan, walau selemah mana sy.
Kita hanya hamba. Hamba yg patut sedar diri sebagai hamba.
Hebat sangatkah sy ni utk berjalan di bumi Allah ni dgn sombong, tidak melaksanakan perintah Allah sebaik2nya.. Huhu.

Seharusnya dengan pnuh rasa kehambaan, kita menyerahkan seluruh hidup kepadanya, mengikuti semua perintahNYA dengan setaat dan secantik mungkin.

Hati kita milikNYA.
Hikmah dari suruhan dan larangan Allah itu susah kita fahami kalau hati berkarat dengan sifat wahn.. cintakan dunia.
Hidayah itu sukar menembusi kalo hati dah hitam berjelaga.

Pandangan Allah itu sentiasa lebih penting.. apelah sngt pandangan manusia tu wahai Nadiah.

Oleh itu.. bermula sem 2 ni..

"Nadia, awk dah laen skarang~"

"Nampak macam mak awk la.. dah macam dr."

"Sem baru, imej baru~"

*Hahaha.. gelak2*. Itu saje reaksi sy.
Tak tau nak ckp ape sebenarnye. Huhu.
Kalo bab explain2 nih, agak tidak lulus la.
Cuma kalo org btul2 tanye dgn serius, baru sy jwb ngan serius.

Mujurlah.. sy ade kawan2 yg memahami.. keluarga yg sngt supportive.
Asal baek, rase sy, mereka sokong je.. kan2? *sila anggukkan sahaje.. heheh*

Oh ye.. sy cuma sdg mengelak memakai tudung bawal.. bukanlah perubahan yg sngt besar pun sebenarnye.. =)

Final last word.. dare to be different!

Sesungguhnya islam datang dalam keadaan
ghareeb (dagang @ asing)..

dan islam akan kembali ghareeb..

maka beruntunglah mereka yang menjadi
ghurabaa'

Yer.. kita, atau sebenarnye sy, bukanlah baik sngt pun..

Tp kita boleh sentiasa cuba menjadi lebih baek kan?

Apepun, biarla ikhlas.. brubah bukan hanya kerana manusia.

selamat pagi

Assalamualaikum..

Hari ni sy bangun pagi (salunye kul 9 dkat2 kul 10 baru bangun kalo cuti2). Mama kejut kul 7.15, sbab dah janji nak buat pasta utk breakfast same2. Sy kate "emm.." dan tertido balik. Bangun2 dah pukul 7.30. Hehe.

Saye pun basuh muka, gosok gigi dan turun.

Ayah sy dah ade kat dapur. Tgh buat sandwich yang ade sardin, telur dan cheese. Oh.. sangat rajin ayah sy menyediakan breakfast.

Mama kate "takpela, tak jadi wat pasta.. papa dah wat sandwich"

Saye kate "rajin la papa buat breakfast"

Mama kate "papa memang macam tu"

Sebenarnye, sehingga sy berumur hampir2 20 tahun ni, setiap pagi kalo bangun.. breakfast mesti dah ade atas meja dapur (takde apebila habis sahaje). Walaupun ade orang gaji, salunye mama papa sy yg masak sendiri. Sy berasa sngt bahagia mempunyai ibubapa seperti mereka.
Tapi bahagia ke mereka ade anak mcm sy. Huk2.

Sy rase.. sy patut lebih rajin.. bangun awal2 dan masak sarapan. Kalau tak macam mane nak kawen. Hehe. Rajin rajin. Sy mesti rajin dalam segala!

Rajin bace qur'an time cuti2 ni.
Rajin buat note ble study.
Rajin bace buku2 berilmu.
Rajin menolong orang tanpa mengharap balasan.
and the list goes on..

Orang malas tak patut hidup..
Hehe.

cerita lama

This is an older post of mine *from my older version of blog*
But i love it a lot.. and decided to keep it..

The date is in December 2007.
That time i just received my first sem's result of Asasi Sains.
It was er.. really teruk la, i can say. Hehe.
I never thought i will be where i am right now, at that moment.

Assalamualaikum..

Today is 28th December. Exactly 6 months from the date of my previous post. Well, just 6 months.. but i's a time which completely turn my life 180 degrees.

I learn.. and i'm learning. And Allah have somehow make me fall. So that, i realise that i'm not learning enough and there's so much more to learn. His Power is beyond our knowledge, so does His plans.

The moment, i've checked my final exam's result, everything's seems blur. My dream breaks. And it is very very close to wipe all my hopes away. I am dissapointed with myself, not others.

I'm thinking of my parents, how i'm supposed to repay them this way. The thing that first cross my mind is, i should tell somebody. I felt like i can't deal it myself, perhaps, not at that moment. I tell my mum, and she said, "Try better next sem, don't play-play anymore. And if you want any help, we'll try to help you in any kind of ways"

My aunt talk to me that night, and said with tears (because she saw me crying), "I know you had study, i know you had try your best, we don't blame you. But we're all worried, that you'll stop trying or be too depressed. Don't be sad. If you have a dream, go for it. Don't give up yet.."

My love one said, "I don't want to see you sad anymore. Allah have give you a lot of things. This time, He just want to take a little from you. You have to be strong, you have your family which is always supporting you. I went the same way. We can do this together" *thanks.. hope so*

My emotion is unstable for a week. Maybe because i've never feel a really big failure before. I even drop my tears, eating lunch. I'm just too upset with myself because i've to trouble a lot of people. The nicest moment after all, is when my mum hugged me and said don't cry anymore (because i really cried like i forgot i'm 18). That time, i believe a mum is always a comfort. Mum is always a natural healer.

When i fall, i realised, people around me aren't what I think they are. They don't blame me, instead they make me stand from the fall. To run, or walk, or crawl, or stay still afterward is up to me. But the one who makes the difference is my family, my love one, those people around me. I thanked Allah, for making me know, before it's too late.

Deep in heart i also learn, this is a part of Allah's plan. Maybe a punishment for not being His grateful servant. Maybe a turning point of the path for my future ahead. Maybe His way of reminding me, everything is in His hands. He knows better than me. Allah knows best.

After all, this time is the time for a really serious gambling, because i put my ambition as a bet.

Posted by Nadiah Ahmad Sabri =) at 10:29 AM 0 comments
Labels: Mum's quote "Believe in Allah.. pray to Him.. He'll answer"

And dear Allah, He had granted all the wishes and prayers..
Thanx Allah for everything.. for every single story you created in my life.
Alhamdulillah, and i'll keep stepping forward.
Please, never make me far away from You..

cantik

you took my heart away,

when my world was grey,

holding your hand,

i won't fear tomorrow,

here we stand,

we'll never be alone...

moga2 begini..

sampai hujung waktu =)

innamal a'maalu binniyaat =)

Assalamualaikum..

Ahaha.. why i create this blog?

Let me think..*fingers tapping chin*

Hmm.. it just that, i realise.. everyday, there are conversations.. but the person that i talk to the most, is myself!

So, I want to make this a place where i can talk freely, without being sued or fined.. or getting sore throat of talking too much..

Hope it can be a memoir.. to remind me of the past and to witness how i grew wiser as time goes by.. hopefully~

By the way, i am Nadiah Ahmad Sabri.. ^-^
a doctor will be..
a solehah wife and mother will be.. (insyaallah)
a forever lover of Allah..
and an aabirus sabiil.. in searching me.. in searching pearl that i have lost.. and seeking His blessing in everything i do... ameen.

*my dearest ex, we've been together since 2005.. huhu*